First of all I would like to say thankyou to Ena Ella my best friend until jannah for make me smile back. I really appreciate it. I love you so much <3
So, today is very sadness day ever for me. Everyone gone and leave me alone without a news. Since yesterday Ive been alone until now. I dont know what they think and what they put me in their life. I really sad and being so angry to them.
You know how much Im crying think about them especially him :( How really he hurt me so much So much. I cannot forgive him until hehe I ask him for something to make sure he will do it if he want me to forgive him. So, just wait and see if he do it or not.
Okay then, actually I have lots things to do. Homework, ironing uniform. Haha :) but seriously I does not have any strength to wake up and do all the things. Seriously, this pain really hurt me dorh :( hmm. So, until I post it again. Byebye and night!
Hi, Im back! Miss me? Oh of course yes. If not, you can step backward and go far away from my blog okay. Haha ;)
So, now this post Im not that strict to talk about something bored or what. Just a little bit story about my life. For you guys information, Im the oldest sister in my siblings. I have two crazy little sisters. So, its very hard to taking care my sisters. But I dont take it as a serious issue cause Im very thankful that I have sisters than I being alone (i guess) cause Im not very sure if I can live without any sisters and being alone all the time. So, I guess not very hard to be the oldest.
But not just a oldest sisters, I have also to be a very good child for my mom and dad. Of course right but its so so so hard you know. Sometimes, I dont know what they want, what they think and what they understand. So, I dont know. When I do this, they say wrong. When I do that, they say wrong too. So, which is the correct one? Okay, Im so mad at the time when happen in this situation. Oh shits! So, I just shut up my mouth and open my mouth in twittering. So, thanks to twitter actually. Even though how strict they are, I really love them so much <3 I dont care what happen, they are always be my number one!
" Friend is a person who always be there for you besides your father and mother or family. "
Im just a girl need a friends. So, is that hard to find a friends? Yes! So so hard. A truly friend especially. I juts have one best friend. Her name is Puteri Nor Sofiah <3 Even though we were just know each other about 6 month but she understand me so much and love me. Thats best friend do. Not be a back stabber. Talking shits about your friends to other people. (omaigod! i really done to all those shits) Yeah, I have a friend who are really close to me but now she is like never exist in this world. Haha :) why? Cause she was a shits that talking like a bitches. So, I just want to say please dont be a back stabber please cause you cannot live with it.
" As a human, we need to stay positive and believe in our God " - Nick Vujicic
Thats what Nick Vujicic said in his book. He saw believe in God and now he was a very successful man that can speech in front of million people without arms and leg. Can we do that when we take his place? I dont think we can right. I really proud of him. Really proud. He believe even though how hard his life is but he keeps going up and live with everyone who are perfect. So, be thankful what we have and appreciate it.
Last but not least, how hard my life is and yours, we need to stay life and be positive all the time. Believe in God and be the best human among the best people.
So, you can see the tittle. It is about fitness and future. So, as you guys know I will keep going to achieve my goal. You know what my goal is? Of course dream body. Haha, but not that have muscle or what. Just a slim body and fit. If I get it, I keep it until I get marry. Haha, so far I imagine it.
Yesterday, I whatspp-ing with dearest boys (i secret their name, so you cannot know about them) about fitness, what should I do or what. Then, the boys especially one of the boys said " you need to do plank, russian twist and sit up for reduce your belly fat ". Actually, I wonder what is belly fat? Russian twist? Then he said " belly fat is your extra fat that make you looks like ' buncit ' " And I was like okay, haha its deep right? Haha, but I take it like so positive la. Then after that, I ask for the russian twits. Then he said " same like sit up but you need to twist you body " Then I was like " oh not that hard ".
After couple of minutes, the another boy his name is ehem haha :p said you need to do plank. If you do more than 2 minutes thats mean you are strong. Haha, I try to do it but you know what I just get not more than 1 minute. Haha, that shows how fat I am. How many belly fat I get. Haha :D So, yesterday was my fitness day with the boys in whatsapp. Im very thankful for that and I promise to get my dream & fit body. I will!
1) Dream & fit body
2) Have my own house, my own car and everything
3) Going to Mekkah with Ibu & Ayah
4) Have very own happiness family
5) Romantic husband
Okay, actually I have many my wishlist but haha forget it. Not that very important. So, as a human that very want all the wishlist that I dont know if I can get it or not, I pray all that. Im very want it & I will get it. I want to show to my haters how Im very serious on what I want and serious how I really want them to be jealous (so, take this note bitches). So, Insya allah I can make it!
So, I think take this over. Haahaa, so enjoy your day today falks & byebye.